diary of an Endorphin Junkie

Sometimes I think I am only made to struggle.

I honestly feel like my riding is improving, but it seems that everything I do screws up something else.

( Lots of ramble about body position you might not want to parse through... )

Part of me feels like an idiot who just can't get it right. This is hardly surprising, given that I have never learned to whistle, no matter how hard I tried. Another part of me says that I'm now reaching the balancing point that makes one a really good rider. That doing this part well (which is working well with and not against the machine) is what every really good rider has to find.

But it's frustrating.