diary of an Endorphin Junkie

I am no longer friends with Krys. After being lied to, after having promise after promise broken, and then finally after having asked me to give her a chance to improve the situation, she explicitly chose to be malicious and cruel instead.

I've wanted to believe in her so much that I kept blinding myself to the constant stream of rejection and abuse.

I have finally ended that. I have finally walked away.

I am hurting very deeply in my core right now. I stayed in this for so long because I didn't believe in myself enough to walk away. Now I'm facing those same insecurities along with the deep personal rejection this situation brings about.